Sleep, Who Needs It?

I am participating in the virtual conference about invisible illness this week and let me tell you there are some great speakers this year. Check it out at: http://invisibleillnessweek.com/virtual-conference-2/ I am writing this post for Erwin. I met Erwin and his...

Thankful Heart!

Happy Sunday! I am happy to say that I am home. Yes, it is 4:30 in the morning. I have to get up in order to suction and nebulize myself in order to keep the mucus thin enough so that I do not get giant clogs. Whatever it takes to keep me breathing, moving forward,...

God’s Synchronicity

“The Lord is my rock, my fortress, and my deliverer; my God is my Rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my strong hold.” Psalm 18:2 My pediatric trach I had to have for a few days. Now I have my T-tube in. I’m...

Where Is The Drano When You Need It?

I am in Seattle again. Last night a gigantic clog decided it needed to come up through my t-tube at one in the morning. I suctioned and irrigated for an hour before I decided to call 911 for help. I knew I needed to yank the T-Tube out with my clamps and since I have...

Stronger 3

What a day! I drove three hours to Seattle in order to visit my Rhematologist and my ENT. I love my doctors. They truly do seem to care, even if things happen that I don’t like. Dr. Gardner, my Rhematologist went well. I finally succumbed to the advice of my sisters...

Stronger: Chapter Two

(My view from the picnic table where I ate my yummy sandwich) I woke up in a crappy mood. I have been home from the hospital for a week now and my voice is taking its sweet time coming back. I am glad I had the surgery, don’t get me wrong. I love being able to breath...

Stronger Chapter One

“If you are ready to find real fulfillment, now is the time to start your new journey.” Oprah Winfrey What does my journey look like now that I got a permanent solution to my subglottic stenosis? Let me be clear about one thing. I am not happy about the solution that...

Home Sweet Home!

I am home. I am happy to be home. Melissa one of the wonderful nurses at the hospital told me she didn’t want me to leave, but I did want to leave. I missed my bed, my space, my people, not that the people at the hospital weren’t wonderful. I had some amazing nurses,...

Courage

Looks like I will be staying a couple more nights in the hospital. I will be having another surgery tomorrow in order for them to lower the T-stent in my throat. Currently, the upper part of the t-stent is pressing on my voice cords and making it difficult for me to...

Practice Makes Perfect!

Happy Sunday! If you suspect that I am still in the hospital, you would be correct. I am still here. One of the student doctors came in and she told me that I will be going home for sure tomorrow. I had to make a couple of phone calls, one of course to Myron, my...

Always Waiting!

I woke up this morning expecting to be heading home to Vancouver, but once again my plains were derailed by someone else. I have to stay two more days in the hospital simply because Dr. Hillel wants me to be absolutely sure that I can take care of my t-stent tube. I...

Transformation!

Last night I spent two in half hours on the phone with my sister Carri. I came out of this conversation realizing three things about myself. One, I have to commit to an eating plan. Two, everyone’s is different with regards to how their body process’ food, maintains...

What Is Beauty?

The last couple of years my hair does not grow back fast and I have been losing a lot of my hair due to my disease and the medications that I have to take in order to maintain a balance. I shaved it. For women, hair is their identity. It showcases their beauty, why do...

My Focus

I am amazed how often God brings someone into my life when I am stuck in a rut. The last couple of months I have been in a ditch in my mind. I am an over thinker and it gets me into trouble. It also stops me from accomplishing many things that I want to. One of those...

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