by Jamie Holloway | Oct 11, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
I woke from a knock on my door my neighbor Christopher was checking on me to make sure I am doing okay and if I needed anything. I am starting to realize that I am building healthy relationships with people who actually care, even men. I have had a lot of uncaring men...
by Jamie Holloway | Oct 10, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
October 9th, I experienced my 39th throat surgery in the last four years. This one was different, this one I have hope for living a throat healthy and happy life. While my sister in law and I had to wait a bit longer for my surgery to me it was worth. All the...
by Jamie Holloway | Oct 8, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
I hate packing, especially when I am heading to the hospital tomorrow morning for surgery. I never know what I should bring with me. I never know how long I will be staying. Of course, I bring my lap top. Thankfully, they have internet there so I can update my blog...
by Jamie Holloway | Oct 6, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Restoration seems to be on this ladies mind this week. My throat is being restored to a healthy state. I never thought, yes I will admit that a part of me lost hope of ever having the ability to breathe like everyone else in this world. Yet, God is so awesome I am...
by Jamie Holloway | Oct 3, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Change has been an intricate part of my life. Change reared its ugly head when I was 13 and my mother passed away and I was left without a mother, a home, and embarking on a new journey. The journey was living with my sister and her family. I lasted there for 6...
by Jamie Holloway | Oct 1, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
One week has passed since I got the hopeful news from Otolaryngologist. I have been processing the new information and ruminating on what my future looks like. Yes, I am nervous about my upcoming surgery October 9th. I am always a bit anxious when I am facing surgery,...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 28, 2013 | Auto-immune, Living Ministries, The Magnificent Journey
Ever since I received the news that I am going in for surgery and that I could be without a trach by March or April I have been overwhelmed with a lot of emotions. You see, last year during this same time period I had no hope. My throat issues seemed to be getting...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 25, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Hope has taken over my heart. Seeping out of my skin and shining out of my eyes and my voice when I speak reigns with hope. I haven’t felt hope in a long time. Since I got my trach I have been living in a dark place, though it may not seem like it. Yes, I was...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 24, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
“There is no fear in love dread does not exist but full-grown complete perfect love turns fear out of doors and expels every trace of error! For fear brings with it the thought of punishment and so he who is afraid has not reached the full maturity of love is...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 20, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
Last week’s challenge was to track food. I have to admit here I am not good at this one at all. Yes, I have the tools. I have a myfitnesspal membership, but since I don’t have an android I have to do it on the lap top, which means I have to wait until I walk...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 19, 2013 | Auto-immune, Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
I have been reading my daily devotional “Jesus Calling” by Sarah Young and this particular phrase she writes hit me hard. “Though I may lead you along paths that feel alien to you, trust that I know what I am doing. If you follow Me wholeheartedly, you will discover...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 18, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
“Change is inevitable. It is sure to happen. You haven’t done anything wrong or bad or stupid. If something isn’t working in your life it is simply because you haven’t got the tools or techniques to access all that you really need to put it right.” Penny C. McClean I...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 16, 2013 | Auto-immune, Books/Music, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
Happy Monday! I will be having a busy week. One thing I will be doing is getting another blood test done on Tuesday. This one I have to fast for to check out how my diabetes has been doing the last three months. On that note, I discovered through blood work...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 13, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
I watched this Youtube video by Kelly Patricia about comparing yourself to others when you are ill and other are not. She gives an encouraging message. I love that. I am guilty of comparing myself to others, especially when trying to lose weight, exercising, heck...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 12, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Today was one of those days that I showed my grumpiness, the dark side of being an ill person. I woke up this morning with my ankle hurting badly and only have 3 prednisone tablets left and not sure when the pharmacy will be shipping out my next prescription. I will...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 11, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Finding joy with illness I believe is crucial for anyone with a chronic illness. It is so easy to be miserable and say there is no joy in my life. I have learned the smalls things bring me joy. What brings me joy? · Sitting in my apartment lobby, media room, or...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 10, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
I have a pet peeve. Yes, that is right I have a pet peeve that drives me bonkers worse than anything I can imagine. Those who do not participate or fight themselves and just play the victim to their health and just complain, but don’t do anything about it drive me...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 9, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Invisible Illness Week is upon us. This year’s theme is I choose. I spent a long time thinking about the things that I choose on a daily basis. When I think about it I realize I make a lot of choices that those who are not in my shoes might not make. One thing I have...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 8, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
This weekend I dedicated to getting my environment set up for success. I reorganized my kitchen to meet my needs better. I put the dish drainer on the other side of the kitchen sink and the counter next to the stove I setup my cutting board, measuring cups, and...
by Jamie Holloway | Sep 7, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
I am well rested. I slept a lot today because of the big trip to Seattle yesterday to see my Rheumatologist. I am glad I went. From Vancouver Washington where I live to Seattle Washington is a three hour trip there and back so a total of six hours, plus...
by Jamie Holloway | Aug 28, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
Invisible Illness Week starts on September 9th and here is a wonderful meme that they are having participants do. Here are my answers: 30 Things About My Invisible Illness: The illness I live with is: GPA (Wegener’s), and RA and auto-immune. 2. I was diagnosed with it...
by Jamie Holloway | Aug 28, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey, Weight
I joined another challenge with Brook: Not on a Diet blog for the month of September. I have been thinking about what one goal of the month of September will be and I have made a decision. I will only have one goal this month not a whole bunch for my weight loss. I...
by Jamie Holloway | Aug 25, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
I signed up to blog for “Invisible Illness Week” which is September 9th through the 15th. The theme this year is “I choose…” This statement alone has conjured up many images and thoughts about what I am choosing and I am looking forward to blogging and sharing with...
by Jamie Holloway | Aug 23, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
While at my sister in law’s house I was reading in “Jesus Calling” and I came upon this verse 1 Corinthians 12:7-9 “And to keep me from being puffed up and too much elated by the exceeding greatness preeminence of these revelations there was given me a thorn a...
by Jamie Holloway | Aug 20, 2013 | Auto-immune, The Magnificent Journey
I have been busy the last couple of days cleaning out my environment getting ready to bomb getting rid of the fleas so I can have my home back. While cleaning I started thinking about some things in my life and where I am at and where I want to go with my life. What...