I have been thinking about the word possible the last few days. I had a dream, I know I sound like Martin Luther King, but I promise that is not where I am heading. My dream: I was standing at a podium, ready to give a speech to a big crowd. I was talking about how all things are possible and there were 6 verses in the New Testament that reflects this.
I woke up with the word possible and with a deep desire to search out these scriptures. My dream was right. There are 6 of them. I have been struggling with doubt the last few weeks. I have not been going to my physical therapy because I come to a point in my movement where I become afraid. I am afraid of my breathing. I don’t want to feel that way again. I don’t want anyone to feel the pain of struggling to breathe. I can do 3 minutes and then when I go past those 3 minutes it is a challenge because I am afraid my breathing will be affected. I desire to move past this fear and face the challenge, but I stymie myself. I allow the monster of doubt to take over my brain. I hate it. The funny thing is when it came to my surgeries after the two bad ones that threw me for a medical loop. Though I was afraid I went and did it anyway. Why can’t I do that with my exercise?
I am encouraged, because I have been talking to God about this. And that is why I believe that the dream I had was God talking to me and giving me advice to help me through my conundrum. Here are the 6 verses: Matthew 19:26, Mark 9:23, Romans 12:18, Mark 14:36, Luke 18:27, and Philippians 4:13. I encourage you to look them up and be encouraged. I know I am. I still have my fear, but I am encouraged to move past my doubts and focus on all the possibilities.
“All things are possible with God”. I have experienced God’s possibilities in my life. I have experienced the miracles in my life from God. With my whole illness it has been a miracle.